Love - from far away

As I travel around, because that’s what I do, I move further and further away from you. But wherever I go, you stay with me, in my head you’ll always be. I know I can’t own you, you’ll never be mine, but thinking of you makes the stars shine. I look forward to seeing you again, don’t know where and don’t know when.  If I could take you with me, you know I would. Travel the world together, we one day could. But you’re so young, with so much to do, your whole life stretching out in front of you. I can’t tie you down, and wouldn’t want to, but that doesn’t stop me thinking of you. You inspire me in more ways than one, so know I’m still dreaming, even when I’m gone.

Lonliness

A beautiful man lies next to me

And yet all I feel is lonely

I can’t help but feel

The connections not real

I lick and suck

We kiss and fuck

But there’s nothing deeper

Its all theatre

I get an invite to a fancy sex party

Fuck guys and girls in what once was a fantasy

Live my dreams of 3s, 4s and 5s

Get fucked my men while I kiss their wives

Beautiful people all around me

Yet still can’t help but feel lonely

I flirt online trying to make a connection

Post photos of myself to grab attention

A few sentances to try and describe me

Make it look like I’m happy and carefree

But they don’t know the real me

But no matter what I still feel lonely

I say I’m happy by myself

Working hard and in good health

On my path there’s no time for a partner

But there’s no one there to share my laughter

No one to speak to when I’m feeling down

And turn my frown the other way round

No-one who really cares about me

All I feel is lonely

The mistake I’m making is plain to see

I’m trying to fill a hole too desperately

I need to feel happy in myself

With myself and be by myself

I need to be happy with being me

Then I wont feel so lonely